Med school woes

Is there something about being a medstudent that takes away your spirit? i feel lifeless and dull. the last 10 months i have spent 90% of my time studying. I don't even know what I like to do for fun anymore. I dont know whats going on in the news, the world, politics - my political ideas are outdated. The only thing i know how to fight for is not failing. everyone says well just think of the future and how what you are working towards, and i just think well what about the present! you can't live for the future.